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"I'm high and I'm happy and I'm free. I've got my whole heart laid right in front of me."

July 3rd, 2009 (06:23 pm)
hopeful

current mood: hopeful
current sound: Devendra Banhart - Seahorse | Powered by Last.fm

I'm listening to my godmother, over the speaker phone, telling my mom, "you have an incredible story to tell, people can't write that stuff" and that she is strong and adaptable and lovely. 

She is so beautiful and graceful and positive. My mother makes my world better and beautiful.


And Sophie, the puppy, is running around growling at her self in the mirror, jumping on Bart's, the older dog, face, and licking, the cat, Cleo on her cheeks.

And Dad is going to bring home something delicious for dinner.

And I have too many hours at work.

And rereading Harry Potter never loses its luster. 

And Doug, my best friend, and Ian, my brother, and Lindsey, his girlfriend, are coming over tomorrow for Fourth celebrations tomorrow.


This is how I make life worth it. What inspirations I have in my life, what a life I've had, what a life we will all have! 

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"Morning pours the ocean deep, into the hallow of my sleep."

June 28th, 2009 (12:54 pm)
sick

current mood: sick
current sound: Red House Painters - Cruiser | Powered by Last.fm

I wish people would show more respect. It's as if the majority of the population forgot the golden rule.
People die everyday, all the time, every millisecond, every where on the planet. Everything dies, everything ends. So it goes.
Just because a person is famous doesn't give anyone the right to disrespect them. They are still dead. They still lead a life. They still deserve respect. 



Not jokes, not the rule of three, not (feeding into the) media hype.

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June 9th, 2009 (01:25 am)
tired

current mood: tired
current sound: The Leaky Cauldron - PotterCast 189: An Abysmal Failure | Powered by Last.fm

Sophie, our newest Humane Society rescued puppy, is very wonderful. )

I've been reading a lot but. But.

I want a man with broad shoulders. So much to ask?

It's time I get my "thing together, yeah". Around here.

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May 18th, 2009 (04:26 pm)
cheerful

current mood: cheerful
current sound: Yann Tiersen - La Valse d'Amelie (version orchestre) | Powered by Last.fm

Home again, home again. With green tea and delicious cheeses and pastas. 

I'm looking into feng shuiing my room. The book I'm reading is quite interesting and helpful.

I'm in such a good head space.

Not regressing. 



Harboring visiting friends from CSF late tonight, on their way through to Portland. 

Then job hunting, meals with friends, and gardening.

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May 15th, 2009 (12:31 am)
exhausted

current mood: exhausted

Sitting in my empty room.

Sarah is the biggest help and the bestest friend. Said goodbyes to who I could. I can't wait to hug Mom and Dad. Seeing Devin soon. And Doug.

Leaving Santa Fe in eight hours and seventeen minutes. It feels very strange but mostly as if it isn't happening at all. 

It will be nice to be on the road.

"Why wait another day when a day won't change a thing? Please don't let me say that again."

May 10th, 2009 (09:15 pm)
peaceful

current mood: peaceful
current sound: Devendra Banhart - Bad Girl | Powered by Last.fm

Life. Lives. Living.

I love desert skies, bees, trees, and beets. I love peace, births, and energy embraces. I love understanding, laughter, and intimate friendship.
I love open, humble, aware, and down to earth minds. I love everything.

You're beautiful. The one and only springtime and I'm changed. 

"I couldn't tell us apart. Oh, and I know neither could you."

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May 7th, 2009 (10:52 am)
busy

current mood: busy
current sound: Animal Collective - No More Runnin | Powered by Last.fm

I wish I could summarize and verbalize my thoughts and feelings of being here and leaving here and hope it comes to me.

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"That's the thing about charisma. It makes everyone believe."

May 3rd, 2009 (11:07 pm)
tired

current mood: tired
current sound: Conor Oberst and the Mystic Valley Band - To All the Lights in the Windows | Pow

 "Who would have thought you would turn out to be the nice guy?"

He certainly did.

Because on the other side,

"The measure of a person is not the mistakes they make, it's how they respond to them."

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May 2nd, 2009 (11:45 am)
cheerful

current mood: cheerful
current sound: My Morning Jacket - Evil Urges | Powered by Last.fm

 Last night was stellarly amazing. One might ask themself why it has to always get so good at the end of it all. It had to be that good because it had to force me to really appreciate this place, coming to this school, and meeting these people.

Breaking the eye open.

April 20th, 2009 (11:02 pm)
sick

current mood: sick
current sound: Jonny Lang - Second Guessing | Powered by Last.fm

Why, when I'm able, should I make something that is pulled out no where, without a point, that I consider inane and ineffectual, or that lets me down?  So out of fear of disappointing my own self worth I don't write, I don't actually make anything. But perhaps if I read enough or watch enough of the people I revere I will be able to grasp onto whatever it is that make their work so staggering and then it will lead me to a place that I am capable of and someday I will be able to create something great.

 

Is it really possible to "learn to see things differently without all of the same tired associations we've made all of our sad lives"?

 

But none of us may be here tomorrow.

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